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1. QUICK SEMI-FAKE BIO(GRAPHY)
'Perfection is flawed, seek striving for perfection while accepting your irredeemable imperfections as a natural aspect of yourself [without overabusing them too much/often]. Living is the art of both mostly letting go & going with the flow & DOING THE WORK, and also backing off here and there, for rest, recuperation, and contemplation. _ACTION_ (BEING-DOING) <-> SPEECH/WRITING <-> THINKING <->...'
Name: I don't have a name & [almost] any name would do; if you insist:* 'Ivan I. Kurdov' (in Bulgarian: Иван Иванов Курдов),* 've4ernik' (pronounced as /vɛˈt͡ʃɛrˌnɪk/ (IPA transcription) — it roughly means 'Evening-er/Nighter/Noctule/Nocturnal-er'; (1) there are also 3 species of bats (all also found in Bulgaria) named 'вечерник' ('vechernik') in Bulgarian but that's just a coincidence; (2) in addition, in Bulgarian 'вечерник' ('vechernik') also means 'twilight/night [summer] breeze', 'evening [news]paper'; (3) furthermore, 'вечерник' ('vechernik'), or 'вечерница' ('vechernitsa'), is also the Bulgarian name for the flower genus Hesperis - Hesperis is a genus of flowering plants in the mustard family. Most are native to Eurasia, with several endemic to Turkey. Many plants of this genus bear showy, fragrant flowers in shades of purple and white. One of the more widely known species is the common garden flower Dame's Rocket (H. matronalis)... (4) There's also a connection to astronomy: 'вечерница' (vechernitsa) in Bulgarian means 'evening star, Venus (the planet Venus seen as a 'star' on the night sky), vesper ('evenining' in Classical Latin), Hesperus (see above for Hesperis)', (5) Furthermore, 'вечерник' ('vechernik') is also one of the dialectical words for the Christian ritual bread traditionally served at Christmas Eve in Bulgaria: 'В западните райони [на България] хлябът за Бъдни вечер се нарича боговица, светец, вечерник, коледник, а в източните — боговица, богова пита, колашки колак, бъдняк, вечерна, бъдна погача.'); (6) And, somewhat ironically, the word 'вечерник' ('ve4ernik') is also found in the Russian language and in that context it means '[a] student attending evening classes, [a] night-school student'),* 'Sah War', 'sahwar', 'sah_war', 'sah.war',* 'biopole7', 'sexenius',* etc.Location: usually in Bulgaria (or around Europe / worldwide), my astronomic clock-time while in Bulgaria is UTC+2 [EET] (UTC+3 in the summer due to DST rules in my country [EEST])
Address:
1. REALMr. Ivan I. ('ve4ernik') KurdovDaoHraniZhivota PanYinYang 1011869777 EOOD/Ltd./LLC.Flat 70, Floor 1413 Koprivshtitsa Blvd.Mladezhki hălm (Youth Hill) Neighbo(u)rhoodWestern District4002 PLOVDIVPlovdiv ProvinceBULGARIA(I also live in several other locations when I am not living as a homeless philosopher-mystic hobo on the streets or in forests or ruined/dilapidated buildings; NOTE FOR STALKERS: Just telephone-call me or talk when meeting me on the streets... I will kiss you on the cheeks if you just ask me! :) )* * *2. FAKE1221BC.C. Baker StreetLo[o]n[y-]donUNITED KINGDOM* * *3. FAKE2Dracula-the Devil's Castles (TM)Corvin Castle (Hunyadi Castle / Hunedoara Castle (Romanian: Castelul Huniazilor or Castelul Corvinilor; Hungarian: Vajdahunyadi vár)Strada Castelului 1-3RomaniaGPS: 45°44′57″N 22°53′18″E&Poenari Castle / Poenari Citadel(Cetatea Poenari, Citadel of Țepeș Vodă, Citadel of Negru Vodă)Arefu, Argeș CountyRomaniaGPS: 45°21′13.49″N 24°38′6.80″E* * *4. FAKE3some bench near The White House1607 Pennsylvania Avenue NWWashington, D.C. 20500U.S.A.Just kidding... :)))* * *5. FAKE4(a bakery-hotsprings-hostel&JAV-porn-studio in some mid-sized town in Southern or Central Japan, some nice hostels are listed below for reference...)
Honjin Hiranoya Kachoan506-0011 Gifu, Takayama, Motomachi 1-34, Japan
Oyado Koto No Yume506-0026 Gifu, Takayama, Hanasato machi 6-11, Japan* * *6. FAKE5(some occult-themed brothel)AmsterdamTHE NETHERLANDS* * *7. FAKE6(Paris or some small villa/castle-inn-bakery place in Northern, Central or Southern France)FRANCE
Occupation: none, vocation = second-coming of Jesus Christ wannabe (saint...), Master Fool, digital Buddha, cynical-sarcastic mostly-honest asshole amateur [fake-]actor, Bulgarian philosopher-mystic&occult-esoteric writer/translator/researcher, alchemist-magician hobbyist, social critic, IT junkie & free-and-open-source-software hobbyist, 'sex-maniac', porn&JAV&hentai appreciator, TPTB (the-powers-that-be, i.e. the elites) [fake?] conspiracy theorist & spiritual entertainer, culturejamming & (self-)trolling joker-jester, lecturer on the Dao De Jing (Tao Te Ching) and Western and Eastern philosophies, weirdo, part-time public-sector (government) & private-sector advisor, hobbyist jester-priest, Master Fool at Reality&Smokes-and-mirrors, reality-(de)engineer; jack-of-all-trades-master-of-none, part-time jester-joker art-curator & art-gallery critic, hobbyist farmer; semi-loser @ life; IT&[high-]tech inventor-[mixed-media] artist-remixologist-appreciator-lecturer, jester-Jesus @ mafia bosses' lair/Den of Evil, etc. JUST KIDDING, it's ever-changing.Income status: alternating between a poor-as-fuck, forever-alone forever-unemployed mostly-poor alcoholic semi-hobo saint-like Fool, and a badmouthed, cynical-sarcastic millionaire asshole entrepreneur (mostly the former and NOT the latter, ladies, don't get that pussy too wet... Relax, we already sorta hate each other, ha.). JUST KIDDING, it varies...
Accomplishments: (check the homepage for my CV.pdf)... Off the top of my head: the Bulogos system for transliteration of Bulgarian (yeah, it's not perfect but it's there!), etc.)
2. FUTURE DREAMS
(1) I would like to continue being a part-time saint/priest/philosopher-mystic & part-time total cynical-sarcastic asshole, and (2) also open & run a small Japanese- (traditional&neocyberpunk-hentai+JAV+animer+manga+cosplay+tech/IT/product-design)/European-high-art-themed bakery-inn/cafe-hostel in Bulgaria and also buy/rent & run a small bakery-inn/cafe-brothel-JAV-porn-studio+hotsprings-hostel in Japan (and work&travel between the two places) [trader-entrepreneur], (3) work as a porn-director&amateur-porn-actor, and (4) also lecture (&record YouTube videos) on various philosophy/occultism/esotericism/etc. topics & write a few books (writer)... (5) Have kids with one loyal woman or several women, and play as a part-time cosplayer / event-organizer / event-organizing staff... (6) Visit Japan, France, the Netherlands, and Finland... (If you ask me, the best cultures are those of France and Japan, with a touch of the U.S. mediocrity-jester-culturejamming, and some Netherland thrown in for good measure...). But I enjoy the tech-inventions & entrepreneural spirit of the United Kingdom (the UK), the USA, and Japan. (7) I would also like to travel the world when I have more money from the aforementioned businesses... (8) Do all of these, especially (2), (3), and (4)... (9) Die happy at old age with my cool grown-up OWN kids left behind me... OR whereever life&death lead me... Nobody knows...
3. Q&A SECTION (QUESTIONS & ANSWERS)
Question 1: Why pursue (2) & (3) as mentioned above?Answer 1: Because I love the excessive ridiculous culturejamming in-your-face explicity of JAV-porn (especially BDSM) and hentai, and because I am a fan of good-quality anime, manga, cosplay, contemporary gaming, AND because all living revolves around food/eating, drinks/drinking, and sex, and I find bakeries&small-shops awesome, and because one alsways needs some shelter after roaming outside (thus the hotsprings-hostel part).
Question 2: Why pursue (1) and (4) as mentioned above?Answer 2: Because my self-image is closely linked to philosophy, mysticism, occultism, esotericism, pornography, Tantra sex-magick, illusions, everyday lifestyle-experiential-perceptional awareness, and discussing (and writing about) said topics...
Question 3: Are you really a saint-like philosopher-mystic?Answer 3: YES, BUT I also have the mindset of a master-villain, economy/money&sex-oriented vicious mafia-boss/sinister-politician/spy/SpecOps, and mad-scientist/inventor/extraterrestrial-alien-boss/war-commander/pilot/scientist --- as a side/survival counter-sublimation tactic OR as shadows of 'past lives/incarnations'...
Question 4: You seem very odd.. Are you fucking insane?Answer 4: Absolutely - it's a public-secret that EVERYONE is insane in his/her own way... So my insanity/madness meter is BATSHIT INSANE OVER 9000. But I usually do not physically harm anyone (unless sexually, hehe), so relax, dude/dudess...
Question 5: Are you REALLY who you claim to be, judging from all the information on this website?Answer 5: YES. BUT when I'm depressed, tired, or just not in the mood, I am as weak and timid as a very dumb kid!!! And then I alternate my personas quite bipolor-ly because that's how it is, there is no explanation for this and no explanation is needed anyway!Do note that as a Capricorn, I am often socially awkward OR too brutally honest (to the point of stating things exactly as they are, which pisses many people off, especially those not tolerant of in-your-face-truths, but we all need reality-checks from time to time, EVEN the so-called shadow-government(s) who rule the world!!!...)
Question 6: Do you have any fears?Answer 6: Apart from the usual --- physical bodily harms or death, or such of closed ones, I really hate women's bitchy nature (i.e. I am somewhat of a mysoginist due to past heartbrakes) and I also despise so-called very smart alpha-males (due to not getting laid as often as them and due to having less political-economic & physical-muscular power than them...), and I hate failures. Gladly, many alpha-males are NOT really smart, just average smart, but, sadly, their slyness gets them more than my mostly-legal&honest approach...
4. DESCRIPTION
I'm just a Bulgarian lad born in 1991 in Plovdiv, Bulgaria... Failed at life, so he made this personal website as a cyber IN MEMORIAL spot for when he passes away (i.e. dies)... That is all.
P.S. Thanks to my family, relatives, and friends for bearing with me over the years! I managed to live thanks to your support and thanks to the aid of the Heavenly Dao (i.e. GOD). Though they probably won't read any of this as only my brother is fluent in English... Ahaha, the cosmic Joke/irony... Live long and maybe make your own kids while younger, dummy!
5. CONTACT
* ve4ernik@gmail.com or ikurdov10@gmail.com (preferred method of contact! NO SPAM PLEASE. Thank you! PLEASE ONLY WRITE TO ME IN BULGARIAN OR ENGLISH ONLY!!!)* twitter.com/ve4ernik / twitter.com/biopole7 (via DM (direct messages))* Telephone/SMS number/Rakuten Viber: (+359) (0)988 308 907 (Bulgaria) (IN BULGARIAN OR ENGLISH ONLY!!!)* Skype: sah.war* XMPP/Jabber chat: sahwar@jabber.org (I am rarely using it nowadays...)
* Meet me live-IRL in person: Maybe... I both love AND loathe everything (including myself), so take your chances. I don't really need friends, enemies, women lovers, mainstream society, anyone, BUT you may occasionally enjoy my company for talks, collaboration on joint projects , and MAYBE heterosexual-sex, hehe... Be warned though, I can flip between a total madman and a cynical crybaby in just a few seconds, hehehe...